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[Sunday
September 10th, 2006
9:40pm] |
Hey,
Not updated in months and months.
I'm feelin like, really really down just now.
There's that ones person, ive missed her for ages and ages.
And i wanna try and build the gap again, cos we had the best ever times, know one else ever has or ever will understand me as much as they did. She's never done anything wrong.
But recently, it seems like its too late. And i feel like shit, cos i just let it happen, its all my fault. Theyve got a whole new life now.
And i just didnt make myself a part of it in time.
I don't know whether this is just one of those things about growin up - like you lose people close to you and gain knew ones and everything like that. But this just sucks, i never wanna grow up if this keeps happening.
I'm never gonna make any friends as good as that.
And it's not just this person ive done it with.
I've totally isolated myself, and i think its too late to repair the damage.
Och fuck,
What a great welcome back entry, eh?
Balls.
Sara xxx.
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| Willie's Dream! |
[Saturday
March 25th, 2006
10:53am] |
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Lol omfg I've not updated in like a month!
Fuckin withdrawal systems over here.
I've missed my precious journal dearly.
So... exams lol.
I can't believe I missed out on updatin on tht!
I did unbelievably well for me :).
I'm still not gona embarrass maself by tellin u all wht i got tho lol.
Last nite I had to miss YF to go to this race nite thing.
It was actually really fun!
I went with my mum, craig, craigs mum, his aunt, his gran, his grans sister and his dad.
U get the picture lol.
And you had to bet on these horses to win money.
All the horses had these pure funny names like
Cock my Sock.
Willie's Dream.
Gripple Nipper.
Wanker.
Spliff.
So on....
Anyways I saw Willie's Dream and immediately put a bid on it,
it just reminded me of Emzie for some strange reason.
It might be because after sex ed in p7 we went round all the boys in the class asking if theyd had any interesting dreams lately lol!.
And neways.... it won me £1.50!!! Lol not that much i spose but i was still pure happy!
Emma your my good luck charm!
Anyways ive felt that ive not really been communicating with loads of my friends recently. And they've tried to tell me this but ive really not listened to them, and now I really feel like shit.
Things are defo gona change, they need to.
I've been focused on the one thing for pure ages and now i realise that it's really not the most important thing in the world. So sorry peeps. I'm really gonna try to change.
I wanna say how much some of these people mean to me right now.
Emzie - I've been really really neglecting you hen. And you've put up with me. Now that's just what you call a true friend hen. I feel really bad for how ive been. I really need to change. Thanks so much for bein there i dont kno wht id do without u.
Ladygee - What can i say? A star! She's just so funny and supportive. A really great person from head to toe. I don't think i can say a word against her lol.
Sarah - My childhood sweetheart lol. K.O. Always listening and has a great taste in a certain shop :D. I think you'll all probly know wht im talkin bout.
These three have really stood out. There's so many more but ive really nt got much time lol.
Love yous all soooooooooooo much!
Sara xxxx.
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| Rite-ho here we go. |
[Monday
February 27th, 2006
4:59pm] |
O.k. so somethings just hit me in a kind of nasty and bitchy way...
But I really shouldnt be upset about it.
Cos i really did hav it comin.
It's not somethin i think'll heal easy but im gonna start makin more of an effort.
So catty on Saturday. It was pure good! I thought so neways...
The top floor was open so we went up there.
Managed to bag seats! ha yass.
Then got given free badges!
Then we all got up and pure danced! and danced! and danced!
I must've looked like a pure spaz but i dont care i was havin fun!
Then wen darren n lynsey wer kinda locked in an embrace i went up behind lynsey n craig went up behind darren and we like pulled them away and started dancing with them.
Darren gave craig a kiss on the cheek to try n make us jealous lol
So me being me turned to lynsey and went to give her a pure long wet peck on the cheek when she turned round at exactly the same fucking time!
And i ended up givin her a wet, long kiss right on the beak!
I was more shocked than everyone else was.
And now people think im a lesbian.
Just the whole night was a blast i was dancin with everyone.
Then i was doin me n emmas famous fish dance and this totally randomn guy wiuth a mono brow came over and started doin the fish dance too!
I was like yasss you rock pal!
Musta burned the calories lol.
So... oh yeah dont pure slag me for this...
Am goin in for the skool show!
It should be quite fun, I'm hopin to get a kinda smallish part that means i dont actually have to act.
I'll do a wee bit o dancin if i have to.
I just want a singin part really... that'll do me nicely.
The poerfect part would be the harmonies.
Even though ill make a pure tit of maself soundin like a cat gettin drowned...
Ach well more news on that later.
I'll have to be lovin ye and leavin ye folks.
Bubye
xxxxxx.
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| <3 Happy Valentine's Day!!! <3 |
[Tuesday
February 14th, 2006
10:57pm] |
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I'm so ugly... but that's ok cos so are you... :D.
Sorry lol I was having a little nirvana moment there.
Anyways... I hav to say this is the first time ive been on the computer since like, friday. That's quite unusual for me cos usually im on the computer 24/7.
Anyways had quite a busy wee weekend,
Saturday mum was working so i went down to craigs for the day, we walked up to greggs in the main street at like quarter to 5 and ended up gettin there just as the woman was closin the door lol. Went across the road and got a chippy tho so i wasnt exactly complainin :D.
Sunday went to my dads, went up to see my grannie sadie'S then went into town with erm.. my dad lol. I love goin in to town with dad cos we always go straight to Fopp then straight to hmv and virgin and dad likes to give me my 'musical education' lol. This time he was tryin to persuade me to buy 'steely dan' but i was havin none of it, and came home with a nirvana album and a rakes album, both £7 each i was relatively chuffed. Then later on Craig and his Mum came up, lmao im not even sure where to start.
First of all, i hadnt felt well earlier on that day so id had absolutely nothing to eat all day, so i ended up gettin absolutely sloshed on less than 2 glasses of v. and coke.
And we were sittin on the couch with my mum and craigs mum and they wer sittin talkin and i was like tryin to sit up and craig had his arm round me just tryin to keep me from fallin off the couch lol. Then mum asked us to take the dog a walk, so doing as were told we took coco and went in for silver.
All i remember was shoutin at his dad and runnin up to his room and goin through all his stuff, then wen his dad was dead patient tryin to get us to leave i shouted arsehole!!! yer sons a Poof! i dnt know if tht went down well or not cos i then went home. I was then just... out of it and craig wasnt so i wa slike pure shoutin at him "go on take another one!". After craig had had another one and was slighty sozzled we went up the stairs to annoy my wee brother and craig just passed out in my room lol.
I'll update with the rest tomorro but I AM SHATTERED the now lol.
Happy valentines day evryone even though thers nt much of it left.
Love ye and leave ye folks.
Sara
xx.
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[Thursday
January 26th, 2006
5:05pm] |
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Thank you to Emma, Courtney, David, Ladygee and Bobby for tagging me lol.
Song:
1/ Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love
2/ The Rakes - We Are All Animals
3/ Stevie Ray Vaughn - Mary Had a Little Lamb
4/ Tenacious D - Fuck Her HARD Softly
5/ Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Take me to the Place
6/ James Blunt - Wiseman
7/ Rocky Horror Show - THE TIME WARP!!!
Facts:
1/ I'm left handed.
2/ I was born on the 10th anniversary of my Great Grandads death.
3/ I was also born the day dear old Freddie Mercury died.
4/ I play piano and saxaphone.
5/ William is my homeboy lmao.
6/ Emma and Bobby are dears.
Tagging:(everyones already done this neways)
1/ Emma
2/ Bobby
3/ Courtney
4/ David
5/ DJ!!!!!!!(as bobby said)
6/ Ladygee!!!
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| Hey hey hey peoples |
[Wednesday
January 25th, 2006
7:25pm] |
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So welcome one and all! Welcome to the new journal of Sara.
My old little journal has done me well but I just felt it was time to move on...
I was goin through the calendar the other day and found my very first entry!
I thought I'd share it with you all.
life in general [20 Jan 2005|05:00pm]
Today just proved how bad I am with the social skills.... First of all my friends Britt and Ashley fell out with me at lunchtime then when i got home my mum was shoutin at me for some reason or another which isn't really that unusual and now my friend Calum is sayin he never wants to talk to me again... Judging by my day so far I think I'll just be one of those women he live alone with millions of cats out in the country...
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I can't believe how much I've changed since then.
And it's amazing what a difference a year makes! I feel more mature and open and more confident.
2005 was a really good year, I must admit it had its ups and downs but overall it's been fab.
And now I'm gettin pure emotional.
Shall updated for yous all later.
Ciao xxx.
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